Some Random Thoughts
My experience with life and beyond through travels and run.
Monday, 1 January 2024
Everything is Waiting for You!
Saturday, 11 February 2023
OneRace SuperSikhRun Gurgaon 5th Feb
First run (half marathon) of the year 2023 - One Race Super Sikh Run. Plan was to complete race within 2:45 hrs, however app strava and the official timing didn't match. Some improvement from Nov '22 run though.
Keeping timing aside, initial phase of run felt easy. Thanks to the flat course & overall vibes around. After mid race (from the U turn), it was run walk run. Last 4 kms were pretty hard.
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Official timing https://www.runizen.com/p/3b7c258420828e0a6ee0 |
not too many pics, just a few-
Saturday, 24 December 2022
WNC Navy Half Marathon - Mumbai 2022
After a really long break, the run is back. 20th Nov was the day of IndianOil WNC Navy Half Marathon 2022 - 21K Aircraft Carrier Run Category.
The pain got worse due to Ankylosing spondylitis over the years and finally after some medication got some courage to participate in one long run. The original plan of a week long trip got shortened to a weekend trip. Stayed in a dorm room at Empire Royale hotel, it is just opposite to CSMT train station. The to and fro journey was via railways rajdhani train.
With a goal of 2:45 timing bus, completed the run in 3 hours, not a great timing. But it did boost the confidence after so many days of severe pain. When I was certain that I'm gonna get bound to a wheelchair, this run did bring back some hope.
Coming months are going to be hopeful, planning to enrol for more races- one half marathon a month is the goal of year 2023.
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not a proud timing, but a good starting point |
Next registration done for- New Delhi Marathon on 26 Feb, 2023 with a target of 2:30 💪
Monday, 11 July 2022
Lets hold hands
Snow or not, rain or hot - the Mountain teaches us to be strong - to keep our head high always! when nature is so brave - we must! we are just small cog in this mighty nature! |
Saturday, 2 July 2022
Good things Never Lasts
freshly picked from beautiful nature- and turned into a lovely hen, my hen! |
Sunday, 26 June 2022
Curly way to your heart
to the snowy mountains!
wrapping together so many emotions!!
The pleasure of riding curly roads - holding so much inside one frame - looking back from the top is like hope I had stayed longer in there, if not forever. |
Friday, 24 June 2022
Solitude
Thursday, 14 April 2022
odd one out
Sunday, 10 April 2022
of New Season!
of new times, of new season -
in such solitude
my dear!!
Friday, 20 March 2020
Fighting back
Tuesday, 3 March 2020
Dear Nature
Tuesday, 11 February 2020
You, just you; are my world
We the wanderers;
Go on places on some lonelier path
To witness life, magic along the way
The magic: a symphony of music, of misty joys, of wet path, of mystic nature
And heart craves to cuddle that magic-
In love; -says, stay right here, a bit more
Stretching my arms, I look up the invisible sky, listen the passing of misty fog by my face, that closes the chilly eyelids, blurring the vision!
I see nothing!
But I feel something, rather someone
Walking slowly towards me, smiling, and those big eyes, You!!
You come closer, kissing my eyes and whisper something beautiful
Suddenly my senses go numb
All I hear 'get off the railing'
I open my eyes
Just to see some curious eyes peeping out of the camera frame!!
#past, #throwback, #insomnia,
Monday, 3 February 2020
Thursday, 23 January 2020
'His' control
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Such a joy... and my rush to catch something else... |
Wednesday, 1 January 2020
Articles from web: 01 January, 2020
Tuesday, 31 December 2019
Year 2019 it was..
Then work wise, said good-bye to lovely chaotic aamchi Mumbai and moved to Amma Bengaluru, first impression: lovely weather, then did trip to Medikeri Coorg in April, and weekend trip to Wayanad in July, then a all nighter trip to Nandi Hills in October. and couple of home calling trips, a big decision and rest of year went quietly.
Merry christmas. St. Patrick's church mg road BLR |
While entire nation was busy with Article 370,- a good thing for J&K? I'm not so sure. Lok Sabha election,- Modi wave did put him on the throne once again NRC and Citizen Amendment Bill,- Assam people faced a lot on it at the beginning of the year then at the end of year it was like across the nation, Blame the elephants - this beautiful Quora answer gave the history around it;
Here I was sitting quietly in my single room with ultra speed wifi- trying to see if I could do anything about the chaos across the nation due to NRC or attack on CRPF or banning triple talaq or verdict on Ram mandir Ayodhya or Hyderabad gang rape, and then ISROs partial successful launch of Chandrayaan-2 to the moon BUT I did some progress learning to code with Python and R language, seems like I have still a long way to explore projects or building automation tools.
Health-wise, not so good. Back pain & neck pain was so intense, had to visit a doctor. He told me I have some form of Arthritis- called Spondyo-arthritis due to HLA B27 Positive. Means I am on medication right now, at least for couple of months. Doctor says be more active. Pain? still the same after a month.
Now that the year went by just fine, added just 9 blogs here. I know not much, I plan to write a blog a week but as they say plans are plan right? without execution they are nothing but hope. Also someone said 'hope is a good thing' so let's welcome the new year 2020 with open heart and with open minds.
peace..
Saturday, 30 November 2019
no fight, yes harmony
into an arduous journey with the nature;
co-existing together in peace without a harm..
put things into perspective I recon;
we have won our surroundings trust
then why fight with your own descent?
I say open your arms;
not to fight but to hold for a path for your own..
#chaos, #protests #nrc #insomnia
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such a simple life... somewhere in Nepal, off national highway build by Japanese... from my cycling trips... |
Tuesday, 15 October 2019
Tuesday, 24 September 2019
your own little world!
serenity or a vibe that makes you
smile and love yourself: that world around you!
hold that thought very close to you my friend!!
and make it That moment
that
gives you hope
gives you strength to follow yourself
blurring dimming all the noises!!
#insomnia #again #hope
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Hope is one of the best of best of the things |
Tuesday, 10 September 2019
Wednesday, 15 May 2019
the soulmate!
the game goes on and on
does meeting someone throws you off the mark?
your hearts pound and hands shake?
he is the one, the soulmate-
you will say for sure
and one day, another wave comes
you feel completely calm
y'll say 'is the one, the soulmate
the game goes on and on!!
#insomnia
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the soulmate |
Monday, 29 April 2019
a gift
it is because
of you and me
even in absolute wilderness,
like a distant storm you are within me.
like a magic, hits my face this cold breeze
this top, i close my eyes, everything fades away
reminding me that;
when you are afraid, then only you can be brave
when you don't give up, you don't fail
so this beautiful feeling you have showered upon me,
to perceive a thing as beautiful as you,
this is a gift...
i will always carry within me with all my heart with me...
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From a tour of Coorg..... at the top of Mandalpatti... |
Tuesday, 23 April 2019
Tuesday, 19 February 2019
maze
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#Mumbai... lost under the maze of towers.. |
Wednesday, 13 February 2019
Monday, 31 December 2018
awe and immensity
Friday, 19 October 2018
Fight with Grace..
Your self doubts shudders you till your core!
Head to the ocean they say, so i rushed in and
I see the ocean takes care of its waves till the shore!!
Full of motions yet calm, vastness tells you to have faith and
Flow where air takes you, sound only when it gets to its goal.!!!
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First ride in Mumbai today. This sound of waves coming ashore is so calm and assuring that you can sit there for like eternity, without any complain. |
Monday, 9 July 2018
Dream city ride
Now the this city with so many names, have brought quite good attention because of Bollywood, is a dream city for many. But my landing here since a couple of months seeing turbulence like anything. The rising prices of housing rent (it seems rent is in Mumbai's blood, from Portuguese times till today it has kept its tradition), look at the narrow bad road, potholes everywhere. Don't get me started on the crowed on the road. Not an ideal territory for cycling.
But it has started, lets see how far we go from here. The goal here is to ride every alternate day. Yes, goals are important.
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Should we put question mark there? |
Monday, 2 July 2018
Match Mismatched!
See, I was going through something and found a thing that I loved to my core, it was like do or die kind of passion to join The Ranks. While you pursue those dreams; that phase of actually doing it, brings mix of such anxiety, fear or excitement that can't be described in words. It feels like flying, not sure if you gonna get it or not, 'try your best' is all you think of. Unfortunately, that passion was not enough for selection committee. Who to blame here?, no one. It was my passion, my thinking that I was able, ready to join. No one else thought that way. It's just the way things are, you don't get what you pursue, you move on to the next one.
So question is why am I ranting here..., well things are not good right now. That 'mid life crisis' kind of thing is going on, not exactly but kind of. My stars are NOT allying with my surroundings, everything is going against. What I think right for me, no one is agreeing to that. What? Then self-doubts creeps in, everything else seems so confusing. Yes, that... that phase...
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Moment of truth.... what do you think what thought everyone's mind occupying? One of those moments of anxiety and excitement. |
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One of those moments again... |
Monday, 25 June 2018
Monday, 18 June 2018
We will never be here again!
to catch up on lost times
remember;
this moment will never come back again
we will never be here again!
But then,
we can always put a break and look back,
analyse every moment, good or bad
make sure to hold on to good ones and
let go of bad ones- with sweetish tastebuds ofcourse!!
#lookback #positivevibes
Don't ask the crave for sweet on such terrain on a pedal. Wherever I saw Jalebi, I made sure to pack some to each for my rest of the day. It was all worth carrying the extra weight in my pannier. |
Monday, 4 June 2018
Not a bridge but our arms
A huge stream of
worldly affairs,
false societal norms!
But
Deep underneath we both are connected by,
An unbreakable bound of
solid emotions!
Lets just extend our arms, hold till eternity,
Let the world see we are one,
not two souls!!
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This is whats going on in my life right now. Indian, in my 30s, unmarried, pressure to get one, and on top of that I want to hold hands of the one who has no intention of holding mine. Pity I know. |
Monday, 28 May 2018
Monday, 21 May 2018
Rise as red hot
Shine bright, look forward to the day
And go off as red hot,
In the dark, on the way out!
Monday, 14 May 2018
Let me hold your tears
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Once upon a time somewhere sitting idle and whispering something! |
Monday, 7 May 2018
Golden Glitter..
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Shining Golden Temple - Amritsar |
The Guru said,
"Consider the Granth as my physical representation.
Of that, have no doubt."
Such are the Guru Words.
Spirituality, humanity, service, langar and gurbani,
I could see it all, but then couldn't feel a single thing!!
And then my closed eyes see you smiling in glittering holy water,
You; commanding me to be in the moment and pray..
'This place has given life to many, be one of them and obey'
But then, even in such divinity, why can't I let you go away....
Like the Guru, I say,
You or nothing, Of that, I have no doubt!!!
#legends, #goodVibes #goldenGlitter
Monday, 30 April 2018
You Make me Smile
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At it full glory, Bangla Sahib Gurudwara Delhi.. |
You have given my smile back somehow
I am smiling thinking of you and wonder how
I am in love with you again? That I
can't wait to see you again tomorrow!
The way visible you are in my eyes,
You are shining alike deep within my hearts!
I am like an electron circling you tirelessly,
The bug has come back again in my smiles!!
The spell of emotions has recurred again somehow!!!
Monday, 23 April 2018
Be the Rising Sun
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Be the Rising Sun |
Monday, 16 April 2018
Home!
They say home is where heart is,
But my heart sees you in these pure waves
So am I in your heart?
Or just homeless searching you in this heaven
I almost see you waving at me from the edge
Such crystal clear splash hitting the shore
So I just love the idea of you?
Or you really rule my heart; I see here my home
They say fear is for the brave, live is for the loving
Without fear life loses value, nothing real without love
So am I loveless? admiring the view instead i see you
Or just a visionless, living-in-past a sissy wanderer
The blue sky, the cloud, the barren land so clear
My voices echoes and returns back to me like you laugh
But I gasp it all; like this life is on a free fall
Or since the love left, I have nothing left to fear
They say this heaven like place is angels abode
I wish to known a door just to ask why my angel left me
So let me camp here and wait
Or take my soul too; I have rolled miles to seek her love
I am here now; let me close my eyes
and embrace all of this beauty spreading my arms
so this mystic air blows her hair on my face
Two souls meet, hands on my hand and we dance!
And just there; I find my heart, my home!!
~~#PangongLake, #heaven #findingLove
Monday, 9 April 2018
A Confession
Monday, 2 April 2018
Movie review - Before Trilogy
Before Sunrise is like a teenage movie, when you are young and fearless, excited about the possibilities of life ahead, the world seems endless. Two strangers meet in a train far away from their motherland, talks happens and they see a spark between them. Which leads them to all night walk in a city, endless talks about everything under the sun and sleep over the night at a beautiful park appreciating the moon before they depart to their respective homes next morning promising a meet same date 6 months down the line.
Here Before Sunrise approves our thinking that the opportunity once lost can be found again, the peoples we meet and bade good-byes may be met again, the beautiful moments can be lived again. Before Sunrise is like a good hope.
Then comes Before Sunset; you knew that she is a perfect girl but you just let her go. First, the things happened so fast confusing whether the first meet was an infatuation or fascination or taking it for granted that our paths will certainly cross again. But the world reality is different, without having a connection, a medium to talk to each other, you are actually stuck with her image. Years later you just can't let her go away from your head and you want the memories of those moments back into your life.
Your path definitely cross again after some 8 years of gap. Now in Paris, you stroll the streets of Paris before parting away to respective lives, Thats Before Sunset. The talks, dialogues are so much real and well thought-out.
And the last in series- Before Midnight. Now they 2 are back together, in their 40s with kids. This is real after marriage life, the problems, fights, age definitely makes you a little bitchy and cranky. The ability to bear other in normal voice level long gone, you fight all the time over all the little things but at the end you realise that its all part of life, its not a fairy tale.
Such a nice screenplay, both are good acting is nice. So much relatable. I think I'm past 'Before Sunrise' phase and heading to 'Before Sunset' phase.
Highly recommended.
Links-
Before Sunrise screenplay Here
Before Sunset screenplay Here
Before Midnight screenplay Here
Monday, 26 March 2018
Throw away THE box and give me freedom
I was the king, it was all mine, mine alone!
No matter how bumpy the ride was,
The air I inhaled, felt on my face was pure!
The freedom was my companion all along!
Out there, in the wilderness, I felt I belonged!
Like I’m wandering with my folks inside my home!
Smooth like skin was the simplicity of my ride,
The ups n down, the sweating was like parts of breathe!
Like I’m the universe, rest all just fades away!
And now, like always, the circle is about to complete!
Here at the beginning again, in the chaos called city life,
Lost in cubicles, churning big worlds like career, money!
Nothing seems like my own, even though I owned it!
Everything is in ‘a box’ from sunset to dawn!
O! My companions in misfortune, give me my roads back now!
The ride, the air, and the freedom in above all!
Life is simple but everybody complicates makes it a puzzle!
Give me my moments back; here, I’m not at all at ease!
Let this ‘box’ to fade away, let me my freedom, my universe!!
~~#TravelBug #Impossible #Chaos
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A click from my cycling trip in North India |